Esoteric

Syed

Hi there i'm just here looking for friends .......not for hookups if interested proceed :) about me...? hmm..well...its difficult to describe oneself......ill try my best. as a person im very modest,shy,often invisible,a little introvert,solitary,very patient,optimist,dreamer,a,silent rebel ,passionate about certain things....& verry often a piece of jigsaw puzzle that dosent fit in....!! i dont go with the herd ,& so find myself treadding a lonely path,which i hav come to enjoy......but more often than not there is a sense of void....& a longing for a friend ,a true friend,a companion,a fellow traveller,........ ever since i realised about my homo****ual tendencies( this was during high school).ive since beeen lonely even amidst friends & family...i dont know being lonely was a choice or a concequence... itr has been difficult for me to get along withstraight guys or to enjoy a bond called "friendship" with them,fearing that i may b alienated when my ****uality is revealed,or worse a fear of falling in love with them....! here i seek freindship,without any of the above said inhibitions. i hav a longing for a partner,a lover...... that ,i also know,that this site i s flooded with **** hungry people,& " freindship " or love in its archaic sense is almost non existant.,........but still i hang on to the fine theread called "hope".... hey thanx for visiting my profile ,do drop in a messege if u liked what u read about me... hav a nice day..